the enchanter's side notes, leftovers of mind, and the rest.
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stradgirl's leftovers of mind, thoughts, and maybe... something of you
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Monday, December 17, 2001
I feel very much alone.. Tonight is just like any ordinary night, and I can't figure out why I feel this way...
11:02 PM | I GOTTA talk to you about
this!
Saturday, December 08, 2001
You can do it you can do it.. you most certainly can, have courage.. I'll let him pass Christmas without me, and I'm sure it doesn't mean a great deal anyhow.. it would but he'll be okay, because he's got a girlfriend. And I wrote a poem, and even sent him the music.. it's really not, he's really not worth it :) I can't bring myself to admit it but he really does not deserve all of this... he just happens to be the object of my passion, I want someone else to replace that position he presently holds--and it is a possible thing, if only I let it happen. I should't let this happen...he's being most self-centred, and I am letting him get away with it.. I can't help myself. It's just that closeness I can't turn away from, so much that's been shared.. we should've waited longer. But I must overcome this, at some point: the sooner the better. He's 23.. he is strong and can endure it without as much difficulty as I. After all the things we have talked about together...I cannot believe he's still continuing with what he is doing. We both have suffered much, and it was unavoidable. I have to grow out of this--if only I can stay strong. If only I can stay determined...and wilful.
10:15 PM | I GOTTA talk to you about
this!
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